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This is a common occurrence, as it is a part of the writing process for a blog that explores something about my life. I didn't publish most of it because it brings 'The Great Depression' to my life and others as well. It is endlessly fascinating. I know that sounds sarcastic, but I'm being for real. This is of them that I didn't publish after writing a while ago..

He's that guy that's so tired from work, so stressed about the band coordination he's working on. He's just been through an awful breakup and it's really hitting him hard. His parents' indirect separation has scarred him last time and the breakup causes him more trust issues.

Right now he has to focus on his career. He can't get involved with anyone until he knows what his life is about. Recently he received a job opportunity to work and study the same time in Australia. The move is highly questionable because he doesn't wants to go there, just to run away from the facts of life. But as soon as it all calms down he'll leave everything behind and starts a new life there.

Hey-do you remember that movie when the girl waited around for the guy to ask her out, then made excuses when he didn't?

People are inspired to do remarkable things to find and be with the one they love. Big movies are made about it, and every relationship you admire bursts with a greatness that you hope for in your own life. And the more you value yourself, the more chance you'll have of getting it.

I just don't want my next relationship to built on a shitty foundation anymore.

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  1. cLoUDzApril 22, 2009 at 2:39 AM

    Josh thinks that you may not be able to catch the wind, see the breeze but you could always believe that things will be alright. Somehow...

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