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I was dizzy; it was hard to concentrate. Deep worries swirled around in my head, and my health is transitioning from bad to worst. I tried to breath normally. I needed to concentrate, to find a way out of this nightmare and it has been very tired all weekend, dizzy and cold sweating. I still have that faint drumbeat in my chest calling me out for help. It sort of feels like I'm having muscle spasms in the ride side of my chest. It radiates through the bottom of my neck and around the shoulder area (where tension is heavily carried by most usually). The pressure on my chest is intolerable.

So love, life, now health, meaning . . . over?

I still can’t believe this bower bleeding thing happened to me. I know it happened, but I can’t believe it happened. I lay awake at night going over every detail of the process in my head. And then I saw it...the only thing scary enough to scare me after the experience I’d been through.

Nevertheless, there is nothing that I will not brave for my own life; I deserve much more than that. I believe I'll be alright..

Comments

  1. hikaru+kaoruMarch 6, 2009 at 6:07 AM

    huh? i cant really understand whats up with your health but take care bro...the world needs you!

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  2. hikaru+kaoruMarch 6, 2009 at 11:29 PM

    hey hey ah girl here, i think its my bro who commented, he din realize he is using my id. :)

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  3. James SeeMarch 15, 2009 at 9:29 PM

    Hi Brother,

    Take care man. If you need a medical checkup, do let me know ya.

    ReplyDelete

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