Timmy Lai

Sometimes I think I'm in danger of never recovering. “You know when you come across one of those empty-shell people, and you think, ‘What the hell happened to you?’ Well, there came a time in each one of those lives where they were standing at a crossroads...” And do you know the most surprising thing about breaking up? It doesn't actually kills you like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. Well, it should, after 5 years in a relationship,when someone you've promised to cherish till death do you part says, "God gave me the assurance to break up and I do feel God's peace with me when i made that decision " and the next thing you know she is going out with another guy just right after the break up - WOW! That should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know. The light just never went on, you know. I must have have known, of course, but I was too scared to see the...

Fifty - two days, 11 hours, 11 minutes have passed since I parted from her, and already it is as though I had been fifty years away from her, although I can avow that not one hour has passed without her memory which has become such a close companion to my thoughts that now more than ever is it the food and sustenance of my soul; and if it should endure like this a few days more, as seems it must, I truly believe it will in every way have assumed the office of my soul, and I shall then live and thrive on the memory of her as do other men upon their souls, and I shall have no life but in this single thought. Often I find myself recalling, and with what ease, certain words spoken to me, some in the car with the moon as witness, others at that window I shall always look upon so gladly, with all the many endearing and gracious acts I have seen the gentle lady perform--for all are dancing about m...

For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope I can the make the best of it. And I hope to see things that startle myself. I hope I can feel things I never felt before. I hope I'll meet people with a different point of view. I hope I'll live a life that I'm proud of. If I find out myself that I'm not, I hope I'll be able to have the strength to start all over again =)